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Sent to Missy in an email today:
The way I feel about my life at this point is, strangely, exactly how one feels when you're driving your car waaaay to fast: You know you're going too fast, but any attempt to brake or steer too sharply will surely force the car entirely out of control, so you can't actually steer, per se, you simply make little *suggestions* on where the car should go.
I feel like I'm just nudging the direction of my life, not necessarily controlling it. All I know is that the throttle is stuck down, and I'm either going to crash, or run out of gas way out here--I'm not sure which is worse, but I don't like either one.
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